A full 180

This is a fitting title, and good timing for the 180th post. I've missed a few (I think like 5 days), but I've been doing this now for ~6 months, which is pretty neat. There's no slowing now.

It's my last night at home, the last night of break, and it's a little cathartic and sad, but I also couldn't do this for a lot longer. Being lazy and apathetic is nice, because the expectations for me are zero, and I get to do just about nothing, but it does not lead to long-term satisfaction or happiness. I have to get back to the real world, and have goals and aspirations and expectations of me, or I would slowly unravel.