257: GREENSQUARE

It's 2:37 AM.

Yikes.

I genuinely think this last week might have been the best week of my life (*so far, but it'll be hard to beat).

Today (especially as a continuation of yesterday) really rounded out that amazing week.

I have this stupid problem that comes up occasionally where I make bad decisions (in this case, having my girlfriend stay the night instead of studying), and then there are no consequences because I can compensate with raw compute and luck. It's always school that I'm compromising on, and it feels a little shitty every time, but it's never truly cost me, even when I feel like it really should have. Last night and today, for example, comprised of an absolutely heinous string of choices made by me, to the point that I finished my equation sheet literally 10 minutes before the exam, rolled up without having done any practice problems, but then slayed out?!?

It's truly stupid, but without consequences, I'm not going to change my behavior. It worked out for me, this last 36 hours has genuinely been some of the best of my life; I spent almost every minute with someone I love (El mostly, but also my closest friends), doing largely things that I enjoy (hanging out, talking, playing video games, etc), and that outcome is because of my decision-making and how I roll. I wouldn't have it any other way.