179: Apathy

I don't do very well with unstructured and unscheduled time, and winter break is kind of just a huge helping of that. It's never that bad, because it's fully temporary, but I always just kinda feel like shit during breaks.

I also need the breaks, though to be honest, I don't actually need them in real time, just as things to look forward to.

Next year's will be both better and worse, because it's longer, but because of that length my mom wants to plan a big ol' vacation in said time, which will give me something to be doing, and help fight off the apathy.