160: Why must it be so hard?

It's currently 1:40AM, and I can't sleep.

To be fair, I didn't realize I had forgotten my daily post until after I had gotten back up to continue work on my skateboard, so it's a good thing I did, but I don't really want to be awake right now, I just can't sleep.

It's been like this the last couple nights, and I don't really know why. I've done more in the last couple days than I would say I do on an average day in the schoolyear, so I don't think it's an activity problem.

It might genuinely just be an amount-of-sleep thing. I've gotten more sleep in the last week than any previous week since maybe genuinely June, and even if I'm doing a lot, I'm just not burning off all of that excess sleep.

I don't really know what the solution to this problem is though, because I can cycle between getting too much and too little sleep (like if I get up at 8 tomorrow I'll be tired, but then I'll be able to fall asleep easy at the end of the day, but if I don't I'll wake up at like 10 and just do this whole thing again.